I made myself too many things

I had a moment of clarity tonight. I'm quite sure that the things in my life that stress me out, are of my own doing. Maybe I haven't created the situations, but how I deal with them leads to how much stress it causes me in the long run. I kind of touched on this in my last blog I believe but it's really hit me lately that I can, in some way shape or form, control the stress I have. I think my biggest enemy these days is time. Everything I do factors around time. And I'm not even as busy as most people. But effective time management would add to other situations running smoothly.

I know everyone has those days where you feel like there just aren't enough hours to go around. When really what it comes down to is laziness. I mean I could get EVERYTHING done I wanted to if I didn't feel the need to take a break here and there or just be a procrastinator. I am the queen of putting things off and as a result of it I have become hopelessly forgetful. I'm sooooooooo sick of it. And ready to turn the page.

I think it's time I started being more effective about my time. Unfortunately this will come with a price. I'm constantly overexerting myself. And it's me. Whether people ask me to do things or not, I have the choice to accept or deny. And I usually accept. Not to say I'm not going to do anything for anyone, but I'm just going to start budgeting my time better as to reduce the self inflicted stress in my life.