Work is so very busy which I'm so very grateful for. I love being busy at work. Sometimes I can't believe how much I love what I do. I mean I really do. And I get PAID to do it!! Woot!! But in the same respect it is very tiring. You give and give all day which is great but unfortunately that means sometimes when I get home from work I'm pretty worthless. I know tons of people work very hard jobs and come home and are as productive there as they are at work. And a lot of times I am to, but I will admit a lot of times I'm down right lazy. I know there are clean dishes in the dish washer ready to be put away and I know there are dirty ones ready to be cleaned. I know that there are five loads of laundry ready, a tub that needs scrubbed, toys that need picked up, counters need dusted. But then my mind says, "But I can do that tomorrow, relax" Then tomorrow becomes three days and three days become five. I wish I knew where some people draw their inspiration from.
I think I got "spoiled" but always living in apartments that were never bigger than 800 square foot. Now we are in a house that is well over 2000 and it's hard to keep up with!! Sometimes I can spend all day cleaning and when I sit down I realize I didn't even clean my bedroom, or Liams closet didn't get organized. I know housework is always a work in progress and never really gets done, but I'm not gonna lie; if I could afford to hire a house cleaner to come in once a week and do all the nitty gritty cleaning that I have NO DESIRE to do, you bet your sweet ass I would be all over it!!
I want a clean nice tidy house. I want it very badly, but I also want to play with Liam, and spend time with my husband, and see my family and friends. I want to watch some fun shows on tv, take a long bath, sleep occasionally. Such a balance.
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