Words can't describe

Wow. How do I announce that I'm pregnant when just two weeks ago I wrote a blog about how having one child is my business and it's my choice. Needless to say ... oops!!

I discovered Monday and I was pregnant. And pretty much broke down. I felt sorry for myself and sad and couldn't understand why this happened. But things do happen. Accidents happen. And that's ok. Because in the matter of 48 hours what I thought I never wanted has become the most amazing thing. It has conquered the odds. The odds of us not desiring to have another child. The odds of us accidentally getting pregnant when we did.

Josh and I, even though our life plan has changes, we are very happy. I think Josh secretly wanted one anyway, but I wasn't on board. And when I first found out my initial thought was ... what the hell am I going to do. But it only took a little time for my mind to wrap around it and realize this was meant to be. So even though I feel like I'm contradicting everything I have been saying, I'm now happily saying that we will soon be a family of four :)