How to change

I'm embarking on a new journey in my life. No I'm not getting a divorce or changing careers. I'm joining a gym. For the first time, ever. I have always taken it upon myself to work out at home and we all have seen how far that gets me. Which don't get me wrong I will still do some stuff at home. I have my treadmill that I love and even though it is a game, the Kinect is quite the workout. Especially the dance game. I'm not even going to announce what my goals are or what I'm doing because I always sabotage myself. All I know is I'm making an all around change in the way I care for myself.

The other thing I'm trying to change is the way I view people. I get very irritated with people sometimes and I don't know why I let it bother me so much. I truly do appreciate the difference in people. I really respect the fact that people can be total opposites and still get along. I agree that we can parent differently, have different work ethics and treat friends differently. But sometimes it just gets under my skin. I don't want anyone to judge me so I try not to judge them. And externally I don't but sometimes internally I am screaming wtf???

I have never claimed to have any patience or tolerance which isn't a good thing. Having Liam has expanded that for me. You have to have patience when you have a toddler. But I really need working on letting things go. The first thing I did was go through facebook and either delete or hide people that I can't stand reading their things. I love facebook we all know that, but some people I could do without. I think sometimes I am so agreeable to my clients at work, that I have nothing left at the end of the day. But I'm going to start working very hard to let things go more often.