Crazy Time

I swear time is just flying by!! I can't believe it's late October already! I remember when I was in school it seemed like time crawled by like a snail. Now I can't get it to slow down. Thursday is my birthday. Isn't funny how when we were younger we use to count down the days until our birthday and now it's just there. I'm not one of those people who dread their birthdays. Maybe when I'm turning 60 I wont like it but I'm about to turn 28. I'm ok with that. And I'm pretty happy with where my life is. I'm no where close to where I thought I would be but that's not necessarily a bad thing.

I'm a very reflective person. Very analytical. Sometimes that's a good things, a lot of times it's bad. Lately all I can do is think about dancing. I watch my old dance tapes and just sigh. What an amazing time. What an amazing outlet. I can remember being in such a horrible mood, rebounding from a crappy day and I would dance for an hour and all of that would melt away. I need that outlet again. But how do you get it when you're almost 28 and 40 pounds overweight. I know I know, if I would dance I wouldn't be 40 pounds overweight. I take ballroom dancing when I can, but it's pretty expensive. Not that I mind spending the money, but when you have bills and a kid it's hard to make that a priority. Don't get me wrong I LOVE Terre Haute, but there really isn't anywhere to go and dance. Unless it's midnight and you're wasted then you can endure the Bally. I loved it when Willy Jacks was here. I would tear it up!! And at THDWTS I got at there and broke it down. I had such an amazing time ..... because of dancing. I really need to find a way to dance. I need it.