Tuesday, August 2, 2011

And the beat goes on ...

Does anyone else feel like this summer has FLOWN BY!! I feel like it barely even happened? Why must the winter always go slow and the summer fly by? Oh well, still having a good summer. Things are going pretty well. Other than the inferno that's happening!! Can you believe this heat?!

Work is good. Up and down up and down. It's kind of inconsistent. Everyone goes on vacation in the summer so it's hit or miss. Still busy though. I just love doing hair. Sigh. I'm lucky to have fallen into this career.

Liam is three .... let me say that again ... LIAM ... IS ... THREE!! Can't get over that. I use to hear adults say all the time "It was just yesterday ..." But it's true!! You know what else is true? I'm an adult. Wow.

Workouts are going great. I'm starting to see and feel results. Motivated me that much more to do better. I'm always going to have some set backs with food but in general I'm making much better choices.

I feel like at this point in my life I'm going through a big learning process. Learning more about myself more than anything. I've learned that I'm pretty damn gullible which I hate to admit. I let people use me and walk on me, and most of the time I'm oblivious. I'm kind of at the beck and call of others. And I allow it. And I'm fastly learning who you can and cannot trust. Which is scary. People I thought I loved and trusted, turns out you can't. And then you think you know some people and you get a glimpse of their true colors. Definitely eye opening. I'm usually a pretty open person but I guess it's time to be a little more reserved. I don't want to put a wall up, but clearly some people can't be trusted. It's sad, but that's life. I will put my faith and efforts into people who reciprocate what I put into them.

In general life is going pretty damn well. Can't complain too much. :)

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